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| Boredom_Motivational_Poster_by_thesilverthief |
I don’t know the reason behind this laziness I have to write any article today. I am seeking for an inspiration for me to create with a title for this. I hate this boredom I felt inside of me, though I have taken my two days off to refresh and forget about my work for a while, honestly, seems like I didn’t take that two days of rest.
Tonight, I need to work again, seems like I get used to it doing my job over and over again. I am searching for any point to get inspired and regain the passion I have when I applied for this job.
I need to pour out these emotions that I have, by the way this is just an emotion. I believe that some of you felt the same way. I don’t want to be negative either, I really want to convert the negative thought that I have to a positive point of view, I don’t want this boredom to eat me, and its killing me softly, I mean killing the positive side of me.
Sometimes, I believe that I’m lacking out of time for my self, lack of time to think in a silent place. I miss my thinking time. I miss me. Hmm.. I know that the loneliness I have is natural, I am only human isn’t it?
I want to get through all of this. My heart, mind and soul prayed:
Lord, I know that You are the one who could lift me up, and the only one who inspires me. I know Lord that You want me, to enjoy life to the fullest as what You have called me to be. But I know Lord that You want me to experience some sort of emotions, that makes life more meaningful. Thank You Lord, for the life I have now, I failed You most of the times but then You have a lot of reason to win my heart.
Lord, I now remember the answer, the main reason that You didn’t grant my request to take out my loneliness, sadness and boredom that I have, because those are some of the reasons why I seek You, and why I want Your peace, happiness and be inspired again because You let me think and remember of Your great Love, and faithfulness to me. Honestly, Lord my heart melts, as I poured this out to You. I know that I cannot hide anything from You, You’ve seen my grief, and when I experience this emotions, I want to be on Your side, and let You hug me and wipe my tears this time.
I thank You Lord for these emotions, and for those peculiar lessons that I have experience. And thank You Lord for staying here beside me. I can’t win and finish the race without Your help. In times that I’m running to victory and fall down You are the own who lift me up and said “Keep going my daughter.. I will accompany you”. You are a loving Father, my Savior, my only one, my Prince and the lover of my soul.
Now, I am being reminded by You that even though I pushed this boredom that I have to leave me alone, You will not allow it, I just remember, I am a human that’s why I experience this. I need those emotions as well, to felt how it hurts to have a broken heart, how it felts to have pains and suffering and how joyful this life could be, when I acknowledge that You are a big God who is higher than those problems, sorrows, loneliness that I have
All I could say! This will come to pass.
Tonight, I need to work again, seems like I get used to it doing my job over and over again. I am searching for any point to get inspired and regain the passion I have when I applied for this job.
I need to pour out these emotions that I have, by the way this is just an emotion. I believe that some of you felt the same way. I don’t want to be negative either, I really want to convert the negative thought that I have to a positive point of view, I don’t want this boredom to eat me, and its killing me softly, I mean killing the positive side of me.
Sometimes, I believe that I’m lacking out of time for my self, lack of time to think in a silent place. I miss my thinking time. I miss me. Hmm.. I know that the loneliness I have is natural, I am only human isn’t it?
I want to get through all of this. My heart, mind and soul prayed:
Lord, I know that You are the one who could lift me up, and the only one who inspires me. I know Lord that You want me, to enjoy life to the fullest as what You have called me to be. But I know Lord that You want me to experience some sort of emotions, that makes life more meaningful. Thank You Lord, for the life I have now, I failed You most of the times but then You have a lot of reason to win my heart.
Lord, I now remember the answer, the main reason that You didn’t grant my request to take out my loneliness, sadness and boredom that I have, because those are some of the reasons why I seek You, and why I want Your peace, happiness and be inspired again because You let me think and remember of Your great Love, and faithfulness to me. Honestly, Lord my heart melts, as I poured this out to You. I know that I cannot hide anything from You, You’ve seen my grief, and when I experience this emotions, I want to be on Your side, and let You hug me and wipe my tears this time.
I thank You Lord for these emotions, and for those peculiar lessons that I have experience. And thank You Lord for staying here beside me. I can’t win and finish the race without Your help. In times that I’m running to victory and fall down You are the own who lift me up and said “Keep going my daughter.. I will accompany you”. You are a loving Father, my Savior, my only one, my Prince and the lover of my soul.
Now, I am being reminded by You that even though I pushed this boredom that I have to leave me alone, You will not allow it, I just remember, I am a human that’s why I experience this. I need those emotions as well, to felt how it hurts to have a broken heart, how it felts to have pains and suffering and how joyful this life could be, when I acknowledge that You are a big God who is higher than those problems, sorrows, loneliness that I have
All I could say! This will come to pass.
