"BON VOYAGE"

I am walking with an absence mind

Waiting for you..

You've called me from behind

You've called me by name 

for the first time.

As I stared at you

I have many inputs in mind

I'm battling, with many questions arise.

Will you be responsible 

enough to take care of my heart?

I walk, and imagine that 

we are not together, I need to 

adjust for a couple of minutes

I want to make myself ready to

accept the reality that we 

would be apart in time. 

Now, it's the moment of departure

Heart beat faster as I could imagine, 

rush hours,last telephone calls,

text messages that bid goodbyes.

Supremacy of loneliness, mix emotions.

Do you need to leave?

Do I need to let you go?

Do you need to do this?

Do you need to say goodbye for a while?

Questions left unanswered

and hanging in my brain this time.

I am speechless.

I cannot think deeeply anyway.

I wanna be with you.

You leave your last message

"I INDEED TRUST YOU Dear.. Take Care!"

My heart melts, I couldn't 

speak even a single word.

I am convincing myself,

NO,this is not a reality

it was just a dream

Till I realize, time passed

You already leave..

I just whisper from a distance..

"Do not worry Dear, I will wait for you here"

Bon Voyage..

"SUNSET" - Cravings for HAPPINESS..

October 06, 2010 Wednesday

Oh, Sunset could you please wait for me?

Take away all my disappointments

As You let the sun sets in its destination LORD,

Take my sadness and loneliness I want it

to end so soon..

As the sun goes up in the east

every morning ..

I am longing for the fresh beginning

To forget what happened yesterday and

move forward to what is ahead.

What I like about sunset.

It made me glad..

It is for me the end of the day but

the chance for a new

beginning to give opportunity for

the sweet sunrise that says "Hi".

Each time I stared at the white blue sky.

Sunset also, inspires me..

As I compare it to life.

During those times colors are painted everywhere

pink, dark blue, yellow orange etc..

LIFE is colorful even in the darkest hour

of my life.

I could still rejoice,

shout for praises and joy

even it is painful.. but the essence

is still there.. I KEEP GOING..

and NEVER GIVE UP,

I could still move forward I know

step-by-step will do,

until I reach the goal, and

finish the race and to hold

the banner of victory

I know I could overcome

everything with You!